Saturday, May 26, 2012
do you know our hearts ache for you?
take care please.
(:
Sunday, May 6, 2012
its been a while since i typed here.
was just thinking about the things i was doing just one year ago.
interesting to note how much things do change after a span of 365 days..
one year ago i was just about to embark on probably the toughest thirty six weeks of my life
one year ago i made the boldest decision to walk away from something i never thought i would walk away from
one year ago i was forced to make new friends in a new wing
one year ago i was a trainee
one year ago i had a lousy phone, one year later i still have a lousy phone.
looking back at the last three hundred and sixty five days,
i wonder if some of the decisions made were wrong.
nope, i dont mean regret the decision. more of, if i made the right ones.
but does making the right decision always mean not regretting the decision made?
its just so grey.
picked up a note the other day,
no regrets still.
just, wondering.
many things are so fragile nowadays.
acquaintances, families, trust, fitness, life, glass.
as cliche as it sounds, though i think cliches are called cliches for a reason,
so many things take years, endless effort, to achieve, to gain.
yet it only takes one - one something, to destroy it all.
twenty odd years of marriage can crumble over a single sentence.
best of friends fall out because of a mere word.
a gold timing lost due to negligence for a week.
life slips away within a split second impatience.
why arent things as hardy as before?
just, wondering.
so its not meant to sound sad.
just a typical 1am post where its quiet enough to slow down and think through things.
and just in case there's a penny for the thoughts.
(:
Friday, April 13, 2012
never been more afraid. this is terrible.
(:
Saturday, February 25, 2012
hate the feeling which i cant seem to explain.
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