haiyaaa switzerlandd.
the country i most want to go to :)

i cant decide i really really cant decide.
dont even dare give mummy an answer.
because, I DONT KNOW what to answer.
everyone would say,
it's a no brainer, go switzerland in december
WHO DONT WANT!
i know..im not a retard man
i've been dying to go to that countryyyy!!!
plus, everyone knows i love switzerland.

BUT BUT BUT
there's camp to attend,
outreach to prepare for,
badminton A team to train for,
all these are dear to my heart too!

i know everyone will say,
you're very selfish by saying that.
placing other things ahead of family.
I KNOW THAT FULL WELL,
i shouldnt!
but it's very hard to place all these behind me,
and go on a holiday.
i cant promise i'll enjoy it 100%
because everything will be at the back of my mind.
for 2 weeks!

frankly,
i've always wanted to make the badminton team.
i mean, who doesnt!
and all along it's because i wasnt able to commit
due to MEP and guitar and all that.
i cant train as hard as the rest do.
but now that im finally breaking off music.
i told myself, i'd train hard.
to make the Adiv team next year.
and nov-dec '08 was kinda set apart for it.
i never did factor in vacation into this decision.
now im stuck!

there's YE camp to attend.
okay this one i dont know.
family says..you've had so much of YE!
yesss i cant deny that.
but camp holds a rather special place in my heart too.
i cant be so selfish..all my own interests only.
but missing this one would definitely leave smth in my mind.
to think about when im overseas.

school life in singapore is very hectic.
i hardly have time for my own things.
cant train as hard..
cant go out as much.
holidays are there for a reason.
YESSS i know vacation is the peak of it all!

aiyaa all these i said here.
is the reason why im not replying you mummy!
I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO REPLY.
im not saying i dont want to go.
just that,
im stuck in making this decision.
im in a major state of dilemma seriously..

oh by the way,
mum i bet you're reading this..
it's not the country that matters.
by changing it to switzerland,
it became a major pulling factor.
but it also made my dilemma grow BIGGER.
i hope i can give you an answer soon okay?:)
just give me some time to think about it.

haiyaaa switzerlandd.
the country i most want to go to :)

i cant decide i really really cant decide.
dont even dare give mummy an answer.
because, I DONT KNOW what to answer.
everyone would say,
it's a no brainer, go switzerland in december
WHO DONT WANT!
i know..im not a retard man
i've been dying to go to that countryyyy!!!
plus, everyone knows i love switzerland.

BUT BUT BUT
there's camp to attend,
outreach to prepare for,
badminton A team to train for,
all these are dear to my heart too!

i know everyone will say,
you're very selfish by saying that.
placing other things ahead of family.
I KNOW THAT FULL WELL,
i shouldnt!
but it's very hard to place all these behind me,
and go on a holiday.
i cant promise i'll enjoy it 100%
because everything will be at the back of my mind.
for 2 weeks!

frankly,
i've always wanted to make the badminton team.
i mean, who doesnt!
and all along it's because i wasnt able to commit
due to MEP and guitar and all that.
i cant train as hard as the rest do.
but now that im finally breaking off music.
i told myself, i'd train hard.
to make the Adiv team next year.
and nov-dec '08 was kinda set apart for it.
i never did factor in vacation into this decision.
now im stuck!

there's YE camp to attend.
okay this one i dont know.
family says..you've had so much of YE!
yesss i cant deny that.
but camp holds a rather special place in my heart too.
i cant be so selfish..all my own interests only.
but missing this one would definitely leave smth in my mind.
to think about when im overseas.

school life in singapore is very hectic.
i hardly have time for my own things.
cant train as hard..
cant go out as much.
holidays are there for a reason.
YESSS i know vacation is the peak of it all!

aiyaa all these i said here.
is the reason why im not replying you mummy!
I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO REPLY.
im not saying i dont want to go.
just that,
im stuck in making this decision.
im in a major state of dilemma seriously..

oh by the way,
mum i bet you're reading this..
it's not the country that matters.
by changing it to switzerland,
it became a major pulling factor.
but it also made my dilemma grow BIGGER.
i hope i can give you an answer soon okay?:)
just give me some time to think about it.