Thursday, January 20, 2011 @ Thursday, January 20, 2011
okay first of all, THIRTY NINE! its a really good number, never thought it'd turn out this great and honestly im really thankful to Him, bringing me through ib and the entire two years and coming out with a decent grade. thought i'd do worse, but awesome score either way!
the year's been very much the same as the end of last year. going out quite regularly, trying to spend the time with as many people as possible because frankly, the only thing that im not looking forward to going into army is the lack of time i have to spend with people i care about.. wont be able to slack with zehzeh or go over to imm for dinners with mummy or chatting to friends and juniors about their school life. apart from that, everything else about army seems rather exciting!
hmm, been rather perturbed over various issues which wouldnt be a good idea to name here. either way, feeling this way aint healthy for the soul so im going to chuck them aside.
really glad that syc's been really fun, and that everyone's regular! the only sad part is that we arent directly associated with ye anymore. not that im attached to being called ye or anything, its just that there are friendships there that im going to miss. good thing there's sundays to catch up and all that. then again, army will take that all away from me wouldnt it?
on a weird note, i cant believe i actually miss going to school. i miss seeing everyone on an extremely regular basis and grumbling about schoolwork and asking if they've done this or that, which is due that very day. i miss going for ccas.. which is a real downer because my fitness has dropped down down down down down! sigh.
though its the new year. the future still seems really really uncertain! with the uni applications, that mum and zeh so happen to be pressurising me about, and army and what lies ahead.. jobs, relationships, church, commitments, further education. its not the happy happy school kid days anymore. and this is random, but im terribly grossed out by the adult transport fare! no offense. its been 17 days into the new year and im still not used to paying so much for transport..
im rather drained. no, not because of all the going out! btw, i feel energised going out and talking to people. but, drained in another way. im unsure how to describe it, but i will once i figure out how to.
this post seems rather pointless hahah nonsense.
Thursday, January 20, 2011 @ Thursday, January 20, 2011
okay first of all, THIRTY NINE! its a really good number, never thought it'd turn out this great and honestly im really thankful to Him, bringing me through ib and the entire two years and coming out with a decent grade. thought i'd do worse, but awesome score either way!
the year's been very much the same as the end of last year. going out quite regularly, trying to spend the time with as many people as possible because frankly, the only thing that im not looking forward to going into army is the lack of time i have to spend with people i care about.. wont be able to slack with zehzeh or go over to imm for dinners with mummy or chatting to friends and juniors about their school life. apart from that, everything else about army seems rather exciting!
hmm, been rather perturbed over various issues which wouldnt be a good idea to name here. either way, feeling this way aint healthy for the soul so im going to chuck them aside.
really glad that syc's been really fun, and that everyone's regular! the only sad part is that we arent directly associated with ye anymore. not that im attached to being called ye or anything, its just that there are friendships there that im going to miss. good thing there's sundays to catch up and all that. then again, army will take that all away from me wouldnt it?
on a weird note, i cant believe i actually miss going to school. i miss seeing everyone on an extremely regular basis and grumbling about schoolwork and asking if they've done this or that, which is due that very day. i miss going for ccas.. which is a real downer because my fitness has dropped down down down down down! sigh.
though its the new year. the future still seems really really uncertain! with the uni applications, that mum and zeh so happen to be pressurising me about, and army and what lies ahead.. jobs, relationships, church, commitments, further education. its not the happy happy school kid days anymore. and this is random, but im terribly grossed out by the adult transport fare! no offense. its been 17 days into the new year and im still not used to paying so much for transport..
im rather drained. no, not because of all the going out! btw, i feel energised going out and talking to people. but, drained in another way. im unsure how to describe it, but i will once i figure out how to.
this post seems rather pointless hahah nonsense.